ok so the good news is that i am going back to my hometown. I am going back to sexsmith to see some of my friends. Except for one. That is the bad news. Me and my best friend jopsie got into a fight and now she wants nothing to do with me whats the point of going if i can't see her. i get to see nicole and her mom thats what i am lookiong for but i lost josie and i can never make it up to her. i have asked and i tried talking to her but it doesn't work. i miss josie i couldn't sleep so my dad put me on sleeping pills then and when my dad noticed i was depressed he took me to the doctor and made me get anti-depresants. i miss and love josie and i always will but if she can't accept that then whats the point of trying to prove myself to her. i don't talk to anyone except nicole cause she understands and josie doesn't. I want to be josies friend again

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I am in love can you guess who? anyone? seriouslu people you can guess but i won't tell lol you can try to make me talk but you can't brake me

oops, forget i said that, i thought u were ray